He whispers songs into my window,
in words nobody knows......

teardrops on my guitar

1. Hi.
2. I'm as GOOD as they come.
3. Calvin & Hobbes sure rock.
4. I love kitties - cute, brown tabbies - berryberry muchie.
5. Taylor Swift is my only favourite country artist.
6. I wish for a never-ending list of things.
7. Your profile here (:

so watch me strike a match

cbox. if you're antisocial, put a music player. XD
two is better than one

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Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 10:37 AM
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Super Junior's Sorry Sorry Translated Chinese Version is stuck in my head. o.o
It's super funny HAHAHA WTF.

& I've just finished my
big big big bowl of guavas , there're guava seeds still in my mouth. :O
I'm trying to
chew it LOL. ( just swallowed it )
And now , it's time for me to eat my medicine.
I hope I
don't puke. -.-

HMM , trying to find some
Sims PC game downloads.
Do
YOU know any site that'll lemme ? :D


Thank God tomorrow's just
Sunday.
I think
3 weekdays in a week is MUCH , MUCH better.

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@ 10:26 AM
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SPM results
is gonna be out soon
on
16th March 2010
is the BIG day

if I'm not make mistaken.
GOOD LUCK to all SPM friend and me on 2009.
(:

Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
Miss you :( to the top

Starbuck. Love it !


I don't know how I'm gonna start this seriously. Everything is like so empty , besides that , Idk how I'm gonna describe it. Now I know what's the feelings of like you gonna lose something soon , or just maybe empty and just empty. I still remember the very first time I met you. I was acting so like a kid , and you're just like my brother. We're from friends and then sister & brother and now lover , maybe years later we'll become soulmates , or maybe not but I just wished that you'll be my soulmate forever and ever.

I'm very happy with you in this few days. Actually , we will go penang and Kl in the CNY , but I told him Penang damn bored , bored like hell. So , he change idea don't go penang. First day , we go Genting and in the night we back to Kl. When we want back to Kl , Argh ... Genting very stuff car larh. Waste my time , WTF !
We reach to Kl almost 10p.m. Very tired and hungry , go eating. Afterthat , we want go paparich yum cha and wait he friend , but paparich was full. Nevermind , we go oldtown to wait he friend and meet. We wait wait and wait , I told him don't wait larh. It's too late. Ask your friend don't come larh. Around 1a.m we only reach home , back he sister home and overnight. I'm very scare in that time. When I setting foot in the house , argh my god. Many people , I told him I'm very scare. I don't wanna go inside larh. But he said , don't scare. I'm here , I'm here. U just need calling them is okay. I calling ' jie jie ' and ' gor gor '. I quickly ask he go upstairs , hahaha. Finished take bath , he told me , my bro and sis ask me intro you to let them know it. WTF , Babieee. Don't want larh. I fucking scare larh. Haih. He intro to let them know. Ask me many things. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Next , we woke up in the 11a.m. We take bath and ask he sister bf fetch us out and go check in hotel. Cause Siew Fen and Hau Yi will come in the afternoon. So , he sister help us to booking hotel and help he cousin too. After eating , I'm not feeling well at all. He quickly go buy panadol and water let me eat. No go anywhere to walk. Cause I not feeling well. We faster go Midvelly and cititel hotel for check in. Argh , not yet 18 years old can't check in arh. WTH ! I need rest larh. Please faster ! He called he sister , after a few minutes had a people help us to check in. Okay , back room and take a rest. Waiting Siew Fen and Hau Yi coming. Very sorry , we can't go pudu bring yours come Midvelly. Cause he family and cousin will come Midvelly check in hotel soon. He cousin ask he to wait him. He intro me to let their family. He family very nice. In the other days , I had dinner with his family , ' lao sang '. Chit chit chat chat. Hahahaha.

babieee , I love you & I wanna hug you and sleep on your lap badly :(

Have many many and many. Lazy to write out. Enjoy your reading. :]
Will updated in the next time. :]

Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 10:12 PM
Question Mark. to the top

Feeling so stupid now , feeling real stupid with this stupid life
Did someone purposely just making me emo by posting those stupid things yet people can't really fullfill what they promised .. What do you think so.
I don't even knw what the crap shit happening now
Full of question marks , oh WTF
Get me out of this silly place pls pls pls i can't stand it anymore
Please please please I'm begging and praying so hard so that I could leave somewhere else
Just take me there please
I hope everything will be alright

Whatever .. Not in the mood to continue so
middle finger for this

@ 5:14 AM
Loner. to the top

Why are you treating me so cold ?
Why everyone's treating me so cold like I'm invisible and don't exist
I hate this feelings , so do you .

You'll never know how a loner thinks and feels ,
Like the way you know me.

Was trying so hard to be a good girl , yet I'm not in a good luck like what the other is
Everyone's lying.

The feelings I can't describe now.
A fcuk for this ridiculous post.

@ 5:00 AM
Bus Stop. to the top


'' Life's like a bus stop.
If you missed the bus , you need to wait for the next round
When another bus comes , you've another chance
but it's not the same like the bus you waiting for the first round
People inside was not the same , the driver , the passengers , and everything
it's not the same ----- Caryn Jie Juin , Liew "



" Love is as much of an object as an obsession , everybody wants it ,
everybody seeks it , but few ever achieve it ,
those who do will cherish it , be lost in it , and among all ,
never never forget it.
----- Curtis Judalet ''

Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 8:12 AM
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Someone asked me if I missed you ,
I didn't answer.
I just closed my eyes.
And walked away.
And then I whispered :

SO MUCH.




Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 9:55 AM
Left . to the top

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Leave ,
Leaving ,

LEFT.

Bye.

@ 7:18 AM
Retarted. Read this please. to the top

Oh there ! The retarted people. ( The retarted will be very very interesting on this )
Read here please, The retarted.
Great , you really Love to judge about everyone and everything !

You love to judge about what the others wore.
You love to juddge about what style do other people having.
You love to judge other people's blog.
You love to pollute other people's cbox.
You love to say other people have a ugly face.

OH GREAT.
Ask yourself , do you have your own style ?
- i bet u don't have one.
DO you like people judging about what u wore ?
Do you love people judging ur blog ?
Do you love people polluting your cbox ?
- NO , are your answers i guess.

Yea , you said we are ugly. So how bout you ? are you preety , gorgeous , handsome or fabulous ?
Yea , you're the prettiest , you are the most gorgeous human being i never seen ! * Puking.
Satisfied ? Happy ? Or pissed ?

Just figured out , what you had did to the other ppl out there , did the same thing back to you.
Do you ever think about what the others' feelings ?

Wth ? Drama people acting around.
Drama life full of dramatic - people.


And yea , you'll got served one day.
Cursed you. And it will happen soon.


Ps : If you dislike me , stop reading my blog. And yea , if you wanna keep reading , just shut up about what i wrote here. You're not my dad , whom the one who can judge me and my life. And yea , I'm the only witness too , that can judge myself.
If you dislike the way I acted , the style I had. Kindly stop bothering about us again.

My style is to be who i suppose to be.
Not like you, spaming around.
I bet everyone knows that that's not called as a 'style' at all.
Ad yea, i bet you dont have any.
Cause you don't have one.

@ 6:07 AM
LOVE bad - for - you boys. to the top

How can you find true love when you're always crushing on Mr. Wrong ? Here are kinds of guys you should AVOID !

THE HARDCORE
-The gamblers , alcoholics , junkies , gangsters , abusers and the lilkes belong here. They only have time to do their own thing and sure they'll pick up your calls when they're sbber.
-If You Date Him : He's dangerous ! He spells trouble and his ballistic nature will create way more stress than the relationship is worth. Plus , your mum wouldn't approve.

THE PLAYER
-You think he treats you like a princess and is perfect lover. But he's always busy as he has too many calls to return and his excuses for showing up late all the time is getting lame.
- If You Date Them : You'll end up heartbroken. He's looking for quantity and not quality. You'll have to compete with all the women he has on the side or are you the side dish.

THE CHEAPSKATE.
-He seems to love his cash more than he loves you. Go out dinner and he'll surely calculate your hald of the bills. Worse , he always rushes to toilet ehrn the bill is called for.
-If You Date Him : He's reluctant to splurge or spend a dime on you and your dates are always on tight budgets. Plus , picking up the slack is sure to strain even the heftiest of purses.

THE NARCISSISTIC BIG-HEAD
- His ego engulfs his every being. He's the "metro man" and appearance is everything to him , he is the one that reminds you of your flawns ( Wheter you have them or not )
- If You Date Them : This guy takes longer to get ready than you ! Ego can be mistaken for confidence but if he listens to only himself , he'll eventually force his opinion on you ! Doesn't that frustated you ?

THE MUMMY'S BOY
- His mum goes shoppinh and picks out his clothes. He never says no to whatever his mum says. Turning to her for every detail of his life , from school to money and yes , even love !
- If You Date Him : You'll never live up to his mum. He loves you , but he'll take his mum's side , most of the time. He needs to grow up , sever the umbilical cord and tke charge of his life.

THE EX- OBSSESED.
- You're more like a substitute for his ex , probably dumped him. He's inflated with her , not you. He's constantly comparing you to his ex. Who wants to feel this way ?
- If You Date Him : You'll feel that you're not good enough and more often than not , you'll come up sort. That would make you feel worthless and unappreciated.

WARNING! BEWARE!
THE STALKER
- He REALLY likes you. He calls you constantly and sticks your picture on every available space. You're showered , even smothered with attention.
- If You Date Him : You'll see him lurking everywhere you go. He'll call, text, MMS, e-mail,Poke and leave voice -mails. His clinginess will drive you nuts ! He also doubts himself and will need assurance from you ALL the time.

THE HOT JERK
- He's handsome , but he's thoughtless and insensitive. He doesn't call when he sayd he will and he likes making fun of other people and even you !
- If You Date Him : You're dating the schoolyard bully : an immature guy whose looks are his priority. He's inconsiderate about other people's feelings. Sometimes you don't know if you matter to him because he just doesn't seem to care much.



Some were copied from Seventeen. Have nothing to do late night. :D ( spent 26 mins hereee ! )
Find your true love peoplee ! XOXO.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 8:39 AM
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Today I fucking tired lea.
Feel like want to step in the coffin.
x.x
Chinese New Year Coming.
Where all my babiess going ?
Hahaha. I want to take lots of red packet this year.
:)
Hmm , this few weeks I do not enjoy my life.
At this moment I really long that my life is short ,
Just end it NOW !
Why friends will change every year ?
I don't like to be a stupid fellow !
If you can't do it please don't say Okay to me !
Why why why ?
Am I a stupid girl ?
What I did is just to pull back our friendship ,
I'm too Generous with it.
=X
Now my life is different with 2009 , Everthing Unsame.
I have lost all my precious friend.
My life always do exist this problem ,
I've think it a billion times.
Yet , I still can't get the answer.
Is the problem surrounded me ?
Am I the one that did not do well enough ?
I don't know ; I not sure.
:(
I remember how both of you treat me.
You guys love Fresh Meat !
Yet , We don't !
JUST !
Blaaaaaaa.
I CAN'T SAY THAT I WANT YOU GUYS.

Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 3:27 AM
Clothes Hunting ! :D to the top

Went Jusco with mummy and sis today. For CNY clothes hunting ! :DD
Heh. And finally , I got my MNG cardigan. Whoot.
Look for more and more clothes. But din get anymore. Cause last week I bought many from boutique.
Got one pair of shoes from Vincci. RM 40+. And I'm loving it !
So , I bought it also. Hahahaha.
Afterthat , we go Tns buy body shampoo. My mummy chit chit chat chat with tauke. Argh. Waste my time weyyyyyyy , Mummy.
I saw a bag from Guess. It's a nice bag. I'm loving it too !
Ahahahahaha. I ask mummy come and see it.
Me : Mummy , it's a nice bag. I want it. Buy to me. Hehe.
Mummy : What ? U want to buy ?
Me : Yea yea , I want to buy. Can ? U see , it's a nice bag lea. ( I try let mummy see )
Mummy : Yea , it's a nice bag. But , ur room have many bag that can open a shop and sell it.
Me : Wah !!! Mummy , u very to exaggerate lea.
Mummy : No no. I say the truth.
Me : Yer mummy err. Buy for me. ( I start to teh her ) Hahaha.
Mummy : U really want ?
Me : Yea yea , I really want. Hehehehe.
Mummy : Okay okay la. Pay la.
Me : Yeah !! Thanks mummy. I love you.


Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 7:53 AM
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I love this song.
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You.

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
And with you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

It's a nice song.
Once I heard it , I love it damn much.
And I listen to this song almost everyday. :)

I will be missing THUM TAT CHUN , when I'm listening to this song.
Dear.
I MISS YOU & I LOVE YOU.

@ 7:45 AM
Bad Romance. to the top


Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah !
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah !
GaGa-oo-la-la !
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah !
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah !
GaGa-oo-la-la !
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love

Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drummer
The touch of your healing
I want you leather dirty kiss in the scene
And I want your love

Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad bad and bad

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh !
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh !
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah !
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah !
GaGa-oo-la-la !
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your des






♥ this song recently.
BAD ROMANCE.
This is LadyGaga's song.
Album - THE FAME MONSTER.
i give the 5 stars to this album :D


@ 7:36 AM
How many meh meh jump across the fence. to the top

Left 7 days to CNY.
Wohoo !
Excited.
I'm excited for opening new clothes , new shoes , new new new and many new.
New angpau new money !

Actually my mum decorate the house. But I'm the one who gives idea.
So , the house can be pretty because of me garh. Hahahahaha
Lame =.=